Love flying in the wind

 Maybe call me the simple life and large C is more appropriate, huh, huh
two days and wheat in the group talked a lot. About life, about love. This series of topics may be young forever can not escape the topic for us too. Think small and big C in recent years have more and more of the day came up clear.
to encourage and talk again and again, I wrote the words to this phrase under some support.
meet
about our sun is very strong in the morning we met. For in that gallery, he a very sunny boy. Now comes the day he was wearing the blue shirt had not found a cell.
Since I work because his work was going to choose some decorative painting gallery, even under the sorts of disputes those who did not lend expensive book, until one of his colleagues there did I was able to guarantee the successful completion of the work. tell the truth when I really hate people who talk so mean, no brains to do things a little not think, if nothing, I go all the way to do it Caoqiao the broken places. (Note: The area was first developed Caoqiao soon, certainly not anyone to be in place)
one that is screwed very twisted ways of the world is about a boy become my husband now.
one day we talked about the scene that day, we are laughing at each other. He jokes that axes me how I laughed at him so tough talk. For That day, we like yesterday.
After a long, long time we both left their respective units, find another developed. but we will occasionally call you during the period and did not meet. Perhaps this faint distance, Let us be married is not tired of each other and have more curiosity.
met him once again, he has been in a market and a few friends Liantan a child. It was about 9 square meters small stalls, hung a lot of very artistic painting children, I was a little bit of art is not fluent, at least as it is just another world. that the encounter was intended to introduce him to his girlfriend. brought a Relationship to find his girlfriend with a good play, and now that his girlfriend became his wife sent children, perhaps this is the right God. Each party to this conversation, they would secretive that I . hh In short there must be a place where we are busy and happy.
episode: Small K (a girlfriend) birthday.
by the traffic and economic impact, we often go to a boss called the Little von Ramen Museum, this restaurant only four tables, but in our circle of no small fame, big C (my current husband) almost every day before going to bed to go there to eat noodles, or drink two liang, this is the reasons, we fared very familiar with the boss.
remember that day is March 28, Xiao Feng is only 20 people have blocked a water noodle shops relentless barrier, together with four tables, a small K's birthday began PARTY . the day of the alley had a lot of people watching, all thought to fight it. Fengjiashan night menu of small dishes that we make him suffer all the children on the row, until the staple food section. these still nothing, the most funny is that they a small boy, has been standing in the doorway, who intend to come back to eat the rest of the population who face all day was stopped at the outside, a small boy flavor thing and they said: people to pack the. .
and small K I was in the same company to work, it means to play together every day for the convenience of only one company. At that time the company, as long as is late will be fined ten dollars. Most of my colleagues will be late feeling is particularly shameful thing, ten dollars for this thing early in the morning and one person in charge of the Ministry of Pei Xiaolian, Ruanmoyingpao. and I and the small K almost every morning and have to go on break open Yantan 100 million, a into the company the door to the person in charge of 20 dollars to the table a release, a loud voice, said: Start drowsy, this is a pick a little of smoke.
finally coming to work fast, and we both can be described as the spirit of times, but also wash your face is make-up, quiet. part-time one, open the car and left. then I was able to see him earlier, but our relationship is really bad.
said the feelings of that time wanted me to tears, and say to pay friend, he's always out to push you, say not to make friends, he's quite concerned about you, this scale is indeed so I can not accept this readily. But I do not know what strength, so I finally chose the cold. leave. disappeared.
be honest, my mentality is not good, particularly sensitive to not allow someone else a little bit emotionally not perfect, and does not know how to balance themselves, then the feelings that I can not split the shape calm in the face. I go, a man went to the karting club, drinking, drag racing, drag racing, drinking, in recognition of friends over there, they open 24 hours for me. Now that I think make life difficult for many small boys one of the.
play it is almost awake. go. no destination to go, no direction. while walking, crying.
do not know how long to go, came to the Zizhuqiao on to the bridge the most central. overlooking the ring road passing vehicles under the bridge, and my heart hurts the same as the needle. This coming and going of vehicles, the left swing north golden ribbon, red ribbon like the right alarm slowly the South, these two directions How should I choose??? north or south? uphold or give up??
windy bridge, while blowing on my face the pain of Health, for a blowing hair cover my eyes only.
Gradually, fewer cars on the road a lot, and I still cry.
phone kept ringing, hundreds of times.
I do not care, because I did not answer.
miss jumped down, so that time stuck in this painful moment, because this spring, the pain will leave me.
really want to fly away, so helpless feeling lost in the city, because so far away, but unfortunately will have end.
it to end like this.
decided, before the advent of all this I have to take a phone call, no matter who you are. I do not want to leave so I'll make him pain life.
come face to face said. missing you to death ah , and against the wind I cried, cried hoarse. wanton cry, complain these days broke out in time.
small K gatherings often take me to the restaurant, it's all in the In it, should not have did not come in the.
I did not say a word, swollen eyes are just keeping a close eye that people should die, big C.
; Big C said, said as he banged the table.
is this the beginning, let us start the first formal conversation.
process I do not want to say too much, because you must have experienced this frustration and pain process.
is such a sentence, we are not the end result.
next day I returned to the company, the end of the work of the hands of a formal application for resignation.
days later I will accompany each day in the big C to stall on the business, on the feelings of the topic we Yizibuti. Every day we talked, a Cezanne, Gauguin, and the various social, or back to back in English words, with the casual dinner at noon. Before long, the SARS came, the whole market no one came, and business in particular is not good. every hour through the smoke when we will, to the parking lot count cars, one day, in addition to the market's two cars outside the shop owner, nothing else.
so if the words were still in the shop, stall only death, he would not have any income. The most exasperating is a partner with the person asked to leave, and to store the goods to stock reduction. understand the point of people not to do this thing the right??? the big C is silly, angrily wrote to the companion IOUs to In this way, dying of stalls all the big C, the body falls.
this section is not written in here before, and I think that grandchildren are uncomfortable, or 10 years of buddies do, all hell in vain. Big C child sick for a long time for this event. Next talk about how we tide over the crisis in the bar.
when SARS is not only the market, Beijing, many places are all changed as an appearance, no one sat bus , units, companies, schools, can have a holiday holiday, we can not at the counter upper die, the way home one day after the front door, there are several small stalls in the transfer of commodities of foreign owner might intend to clear the goods back home to hide SARS. those who made Chinese knots and hand-plate buttons caught my attention, and large C for a discussion, it is better to put a small stall Well, the rent always earn out of it. In this way, we It took only 200 pocket money on the goods. A night to discuss how much is still a suitable, even if no one buys a second we have to eat a pound of bread can not afford.
on the first street vendor
10 o'clock we came to the market, buy a small shop downstairs and borrow the tables, big C to move a chair upstairs, on the sidewalk in front in the market, we are ready to open.
may be our urgent need of money, really can not afford to lose, and start playing on the edge of the Chinese knot, while selling to a few passers-by. special circumstances like that old comic scripts .
a few minutes, a 40-year-old woman went straight to the came over to us, very pleased with playing with those Chinese knot, ask the price, we were both a bit silly,UGGs, because the deal is the last night results Today is the first time a street vendor, all these situations is, indeed, let us silly.
You see, it had all hand, is much more tightly tied ah, the interface did not use plastic. Although we only had five dollars cheaper, but she was satisfied and left. She has gone away, we were delighted, and tell the truth, this one on the back half of the cost, you can be unhappy?
large C-excited, the upstairs counter decorative painting, painting all moved down, the original store cost only 50 dollars decorative painting, let out such a 忽悠 bought more than 300 in total store that sell a few actually looted painting, God, I really did not expect us.
13:00, our goods have been basically sold out, the original Big C also the front door and then run another trip to buy our Chinese knots, but because of hot, up to now Shuimi not too distressed him into it, and we had to quit.
of us back home early, along with Chile Dun good , and watched an afternoon of television, especially in the glare of the sun that day, the wind also very tender. lying in bed he told me the story of his childhood, very nice. This time, a street vendor experience some of our later most difficult period laid a solid foundation, let us smoothly through the difficulties one after another.
about love
himself, asked my friends, and even father or mother. For me this life in children, incomplete families, love this thing is so strange and so looking forward to.
remember when 18th birthday I made a wish, hoping to get married at the age of 24, who was wearing a beautiful white wedding dress, holding a pure white lilies, in a small church inside was filled with candles. organist play for us Wedding March from melodious. When I hear my dear shy groom finished sea, golden sandy beach in a log cabin wedding night ride every day to embrace the sea and the day time to complete honeymoon.
but this will just think, for me it is not so remote and.
24 years old, as I would have loved me and my married life, and October 17 at the Dongcheng District Civil Affairs Bureau, we have received their marriage certificate, I remember that afternoon, no one in line is not understood almanac can be found on any good day, but that day we really get married legally.
formalities with us that day was also a pair of ferocious looking, one understanding is divorcing. to sit on our the opposite. at the time the hand very tight, for fear their presence will bring us bad luck to.
After filling out the form we were assorted into a bright and spacious great room, in front of hanging solemn national emblem. a lovely big sister stand in a table similar to the podium after the swearing-in ceremony presided over our. when we feel very funny. almost laughed broken.
documents when we should be holding a red left ,Discount UGG boots, the eldest sister phase that we very wife, after listening to us as a bit left.
the door out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, asked us a simultaneous one sentence: ?? After three 10-17, the product of marriage I still do not like the sign, did not say what kind of words I love you, everything is so natural, so free.
when we lived in the northeast of Beijing Department called southern Gao (read gao) where there is a factory building into a dorm room, 300 yuan per month rent. lived there all are in the arts. To be able to pay them little 300 small, I tried very hard to find a job and work place in Caihuying, you know the highway from the airport to Beijing, a complete CaiHuYing is diagonal, from the moment the map was also optimistic about the possible to link these two areas.
wages at the time were only 2,500, to be honest, this is my work ever since at least the salary earned, but no way, because it allows me to work immediately, so that we can afford to pay rent of 300 yuan per month. allow us to eat dinner.
was winter, every morning I have to get up at 5 o'clock, 5:30 to go, the only way to ensure that work does not late. go out when the sky is dark, the wind was cold, even wearing a down jacket can be blown through a kind of feeling. foot is Wood's.
402 bus terminus in our downstairs, each day time period that people ride to work very much, the moment when the car out of station, all other cars are like wild beasts in the forest cluster saw as crazy delicious cuisine rushed 402 road car, when the brakes footsteps of the crowd when mixed together, I could do any sway with the crowd, or on, or next, or leaning forward. finally got people soon fell apart.
to the ring on the transfer 300 Road also can be described as a sea of people, I really regret selling the car talk to a living, not as hh thought of this and very grateful to the car, but also because it is sold, let us through a period of terrible day.
hateful company always endless overtime, I would often have to catch the last train 402, when the we often quarrel, because he was worried about me because of my love, because those who are not rich and hot meals over and over again.
here I must pay tribute to a person,UGG boots clearance, that is pretty big C. Every morning he got up earlier than I do, no matter how he never let me go hungry work, hot water and wash your face makes me warm breakfast along the way have a lot of power, after breakfast he would hold my hand through the dark corridor, in a large number of the beast before he would have run the most in front of the car in order to account for a seat for me, suffering from congestion, even if he will accompany the cold days and I got a station car, then go one stop from the pasture to go home. Every Monday to Friday, never did not change.

hutong life with regard to the transfer of the message came three plants, we must find another residence in this vote, and for me is a hing, because the pain can not longer long-distance We rely on a computer realize the old dream to find housing.
on this computer also has its own story, in short, is owed a favor, but over the years we have been thankful to the time Today, we still had it. have the opportunity to tell you to listen to it.
Liulichang side finally we moved to a bungalow in an alley, in the here of our new life.
said new life I can not help to mention a small life, that cat is my home now lucky, this is where we picked up a stray alley cat, when it was also two months old, the kitten has become I can not do without a member of the family, which is between me and a large C condiment, but also it makes us more understanding of the life, understand the care and love.
our first addition to a sofa bed and a few boxes nothing other than books, pay the cost of moving finished and the first month's rent money after we do nothing, that is very difficult month, integrity summer we do not have fans, let alone air conditioning, and one evening I and large C will be out for a walk, the natural hot wind blowing, and perhaps the wind does not bring us cool, but it must be gentle, natural, selfless. Let us, the bottom of the proletariat in the evening people Enjoy a trace of fragrance, dancing in the wind allows us to find the feeling alive, big C always said he did not have any big goals and ideals, as long as live, because living there is the possibility of everything.
order to allow we can maintain my wages again, I chose the day of annual leave, because they do not go to work this week is no need to spend traveling expenses. counted only 200 dollars in our hands and I choose again to put a large C small stall.
approved early in the morning we went to the zoo more than a hundred pieces of socks, back after noon, a neighbor aunt lent us a table (table was not even my family) covered with a single bed in the above list, we are in the alley to open the. people over the past, the day, granted to the socks we were all sold out, the net earned 196 dollars, 196 dollars is that to us from it for dinner.
at a time when our most bitter C taking into account the overall picture does not paint too money to,UGG boots, a natural choice of the hard work never ran computer design, borrowed from a friend a book page by page PHOTSHOP the use of Computer Science that sets up a small break, although the machine is broken, the design of a large C played no small way to do with.
and then later I changed the company, to the New Town to work, then we have a better life to improve, when I work hard, study hard in the moment big C, Unfortunately, things happened. because of my oversight, and broke his leg at home. This fell just like a lightning bolt shot down, because to stay in hospital, but we do not have a penny of deposits. Even the hospital is also a friend to deposit weigh pay.
C hospital that one month does not leave me, with me in the hospital every day, no place to sleep at night, he would make do with one night on the floor covered with newspaper, 1 million dollars for surgery He running around everywhere to take care. To make me feel at ease recuperate always said, With the help of friends, I successfully completed the surgery, was discharged after 1 month. home of the day I feel particularly bad, because the legs can not move around very irritable mood. In this say to the big C sorry for it, and thanks to help me greatly in this period were all friends.
days rest and recuperation at home is really tough, but these days I developed a new hobby - cloth hand, I think this is my greatest harvest it, make the days I will no longer lonely, no big C's of life is not boring.

running account after the order type of article might actually make you laughed, when writing there is no planning, that is, where to write what comes to mind where, this is my life and large C,
simple and natural, is the simple let us combine together and happy after a day of extraordinary .
in our lives have different things happen every day, in every paragraph, there are many details that need to talk about the individual that later. I hope we can have the chance to tell me and great for you, C even many stories.