Primary three children: Let the old house.
Tong Yue: No.
primary three children: it is the eastern outskirts of the Phoenix Mountains?
child small music: no.
primary three children: what is it, I do not know.
Tong Yue: Yes, you.
Aoki River and other
story began that year, I was seven.
my town is a town life, he had a good listen to the name, called Aoki River. Aoki town has sort of a small section of the river running through the town, also called Aoki River, river Aoki day I was playing, I picked up a long wooden pick out a drop in the water the old job This, I do not know who will be the book, but I would like to see the book on both dense writing about. The sun is shining I'm horrendous dirty white dress, I saw small children rush music from the other side of the river from the past, and his rough
panting air, staring eyes, hoarsely said to me: Primary Three children, your mother died.
your mother is dead! Tong Yue
said: You go home to your father!
then forced to hand back his pendulum, pointing to the direction of my house. I followed his finger to see is a shining white in the sun, vertigo was almost untenable.
then a small child holding my hand and have been happy to run has been run, just ran to the door, I was my father a harsh rejection of a bang on the ear. Waves of earth-shattering coming out of the room crying, my aunt, grandmother, aunt Sangu six, and their hoarse cry so hopeless as if the sky is already completely fallen. I held on to the wall and slowly squat down, touching the cheek numbness gradually, anxious moment deaf and blind heart.
After a child, child little music secretly rubs up against me and asked me:
can not help but hard to smelt.
I turned to see him, he did not look at me, looked down and fiddled with the wall of a grass.
evening, I climbed the attic and saw an incredibly round the moon. Finally stopped crying downstairs, I can clearly hear the alarm clock in the attic to go ticking ticking, there is the voice of mice Xixisuosuo climb. At that time I completely understand the situation, that from when I was very young can only hum the woman lying in bed the pain is gone, I called my mother that the woman was gone, later, I no longer have to wash for her face water meal or the end of the foot.
I relaxed.
Aoki river I want to play How long can play longer.
'm not sorry I think I was seven, I do not know the pain is such a heartless child.
Unfortunately, I am happy too early. Before long, I was sent to school, is there any cadres come to my house, forcing my father to send me to school, I have been a seven, they scare my dad said if we do not send me to school we should go to jail, the father of a very powerful start fights with them, then perhaps it is some fear of So I went to send. I do not have a new bag, the back is that I previously used an eccentric father of the black bag, the package is useless for many years, exudes an unpleasant smell, like rubber. It was the first day of school senior boys ripped from my shoulder to hang on to a high tree, I reach the tree, music out of reach of small children,UGG bailey button, I saw him once in the tree jump again, trying to bag you want for me to win, but he can not.
small children than I am happy just a few days, he has read the second grade. In this school some of the qualifications than me, but as bullying, high-grade boy who looked at children holding small arms non-stop dance music smile upside down, there is a fat boys laughed as side also said: enough to have a still a little shy, oh.
small children face the music and excitement because of the pain has become red.
I picked up a stick in the ground, the kind of rough, I went in front of the fat boys, say nothing, and it would whip into his face, he was my play screamed, covered her face, red marks on his face clearly visible.
I continue mad waving hands of the branches of the boys was the run I'm scared, I turned around, pointed at the fat guy with a branch, said: You, go to the bag for me to win !
that boys obviously intimidated by me, forget but I am holding a branch rather than a knife or a sword, he obediently took it down the back of my bag, which it burst into run away. Fun with a small child staring eyes surprised me, like watching a stranger, long time before he exhaled a long breath in, said to me: the
Actually I was a small child has been ferocious music, as he has been very good to me, we play from small to large, happy mother of a small child I have been very good. That day we came home, happy mother of small children bought me a new bag, I clearly remember that the price of bags is ten dollars, on the street to buy a small shop, shop owner with a long hard look at goat beard, he said: Music has always been
small children to make faces at him. He did have some fire, and music in a small child to pat the back of heavy, repeated, said:
I carry her father's black bag in his hand, carrying a new bag into the house. The father is crooked on the table drink alone too far, looked at me, asked me:
I said:
he dragged me to one, not the first people called to that meal was beaten: to disgrace you ... ...
I do not remember how long he hit me, anyway, is certainly playing tired, and only lived a hand. He continued to sit on the table to drink, I got up from the ground and saw the table alone is only a peanut. I feel very tired dirty face, then went to tap in front of face, with red things and the water flow to the white Cipen slowly, I know my nose bleeding, blood for a long time have not means to stop, but I really do not feel pain.
That night I did not eat.
next day, I did not go to school, do not eat.
evening when he came back, looked at me. Mi Huatang handed me a bag. I did not Shenshouqujie, he said:
I do not speak.
I think the death was not a bad thing.
he Mihua Tang hard into my hand, I Pinmingdiwang hide behind the table, just when I thought he hit me, when suddenly someone knocking at the door.
knock on the door of my class teacher who is Miss Qin, her twenties, long braids, very soft-spoken, is a very standard Mandarin, behind her was a small child Pidianpidian music. Qin music teacher to touch the head of a small child said:
father the first to say:
So I closed my eyes.
.
Mouth for god to me, smile with a very contrived to send her to leave, and that smile to my face became very stiff, but I insisted for a long time. Miss Qin
sooner left, my dad rear foot out the door.
he said nothing, but an unprecedented five dollars left on the table with a bowl pressing, the old old had had the edges of the notes.
small children happy surprise of silence, he quietly went with me down the street the house is called I devoured my eating a big bowl of braised beef noodles, the soup can drink clean, looked up, only to find a small child happy little face did not move. He just looked at me, look at me have some neurotic depression.
Yet at that time, I heard myself called a resounding burp.
this burp made me feel very ashamed, so I got up and rushed out of a noodle shop, a small child happy to catch up, behind me shouted: ! you know even a father's Cookin who can not, and if played too, and catch up is possible!
screams, I ran away.
small children to music did not catch up.
Aoki river to sit in my dark. Very dark night, the sky is clear there is a very white clouds. The moon kept sliding in the cloud edge to slide, as if to seek a warmer.
I do not have the moon.
the moon is a lot of people, but not me.
attic and princess dress
Two months later, I was told, I have a new mother.
It was a quick four-year-old woman, looks can be, but the teeth are yellow, and spoke loudly.
my school, she stood in our house outbuildings, is pointing, said: !
Zhang was the old woman opened the arm:
finished, he saw me, and I pull, pulled in front of the woman: the
my dad's face, while the red burst of white.
the woman came outside the house laughing, I heard her praise me with my father is very interesting, and then she said again, she was loudly say that out loud, this girl is really pretty, you do not like students.
her throat like a broken gong to do.
then I know that this woman is a mainlander, one leg a little lame, left ear hearing loss, after the divorce has not married, no children, have little savings, my aunt introduced to my dad.
my dad to marry her lightning speed.
addition to the First, she transformed my house, in addition to renovation not say, our family's outhouse was really her into a grocery store, sell a lot of mess, no one to buy things, they support on the table to play mahjong . I had been sleeping in the outer room with little beds, and now I only sleep in the attic. But this is what I'd prefer that women are very diligent,Discount UGG boots, very clean to clean up the attic, also bought a medicine to fight, no mouse, added a small window screens in the summer when I can open the window to sleep, the wind blowing, there will be no mosquitoes. Then, the woman began to transform my father, my father suddenly one day, dressed in his suit, hair blowing one-sided, his body straight away from me when I actually did not recognize the past he thought it was to my house to buy things customers, until he began to speak, when I found him, I was really scared of the big jump, the one you always thought that people who suddenly become very familiar with'm not familiar with, you want to not surprised is impossible.
After some time, women began to transform me, and she bought me a princess dress, pink kind, he just wanted me to try it. I am determined to tell her that I never wear skirts, I do not like to wear skirts. Carrying her two fingers with an infinite compassion skirt looked at me, do not be discouraged to say: put on a look?
I turned ran up the attic.
That night I was hit, because the bowl and chopsticks to eat badly when the jingling sound, my father said I was a Training Woman said: Tut tut, what to play to play, the child is to educate the wow, my dad hit more bearings.
I did not cry. I did not cry.
because I know if I will not cry, I won.
piece princess dress was worn to a cousin of my body. I did that almost two of my cousin so wide, that dress for her,UGG boots clearance, she is like a zoo clown, but she was proud of the extraordinary happens. You look at the way she does not want to depressed will not work.
I started to do more and more, laundry, washing dishes, playing in their mesmerized when playing mahjong Kandian for them every night, all the money and makes a woman number again, and then loudly told me:
Fortunately, she did not maybe some of the greeting, she was such a talk, I have a old and her impulse to be scalded with boiling water. But in fact, I do not dare to do anything, I bit the bullet and just looking forward to this day can be as early as end of the day.
one morning, when I get up in the body to feel uncomfortable, so did not eat breakfast. They went to town to purchase, command me at home Kandian, laundry, and that clothes have a big tub full, shop good, good money to count, came back, I'll buy you a doll, good-looking.
I walked out carrying my bag, he pulled my hand back, holding a thick stick to hit the laundry of my head, I was struck too see stars, held out his hand to try to steal His laundry bar, he did not think I will fight again and again, so angrily grabbed me by the collar, easy to carry me up, he ignored my screams, I have been Lindao to a small the attic, I heard the words Then I heard him shout:
my head hurts like hell by his knock, and just want to sleep, so I said to myself, beating, so sleep for a while, also good.
I did not think that I was off all day until late at night, I started a fever, and dizziness hunger. During this period, I heard a small child knocked on the door several times the voice of music, but I had no strength to be him. I head out to the small attic windows, breathe some fresh air, my body hot, my throat, unable to pronounce any sound, I hope he can take a look around to the back, but he has not.
my ears, has been movement did not hear them come back, because they were hungry, I began to feel cold, because cold, I began to feel fear, because fear, I burned more and more serious, I think some water, to cool Aoki threw himself into the river through the tone, I want someone to take me out, but, no.
nothing.
only those round the moon does not belong to me, no land in the far horizon shining.
woke up, I was in the county hospital, that was my first time so much longer the county seat, I saw through the window of a room high gray floor,cheap UGG boots, sub too far , I saw a small child happy mother.
, thanks to the Qin to the county hospital teacher insisted on ... ...
she talked, weeping.
Just then, Qin music teacher and a small child came along, the original, Qin music teacher with small children to buy food for me to go, and I hungrily ate a big bowl of wonton, Qin teacher said: Primary Three children do not worry, our education over your father, and then he never hit you.
Tong Yue said:
I low does not say, no matter what to say, I would feel ashamed.
the age of seven, my father let me know how to
my illness get better soon, I'm back in town, back to that I never want to come back but had to return home. I looked at the two people who wink careful of a big tub every day I had to wash the clothes and all the dishes, when they play mahjong, holding a book waiting for someone to play the language or to buy soy sauce pack of cigarettes, I still wear my old clothes, old walking through the old campus. I do not have a good friend from school to school every day, only children with small clubs on my back and said some very funny jokes with me. I think not just what the meaning of life, when suddenly something happened I never thought would happen.
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